I was given the sad news of my colleague, XXXXX (it's not his initials), had commited suicide. Due to the sensitivity of the issue, I shall not name him. It seems a bit stupid to write an orbituary but not naming the deceased. Oh well. I have to write down my thoughts on this.

I thought he was quite quiet yesterday as he did not answer me when I asked him a question. Later I overheard him telling his manager that he's not feeling well and he want to go see a doctor which his manager agrees. So I thought he was sick, that's why he's so quiet.

Then today, we realise he's gone. We were really puzzled as there was no signs at all. He's still quite young, I can't begin imagine the grief his family is going through now. There's nothing much I can do other than say "take care"...